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It's nobody's fault. It was MY fault, if there really existed some.
I gradually lost my love. Though I've never dreamed of being loved forever by one, I still feel heartbroken to find the truth that he's got someone else. I went to my high school the day before yesterday just to find back all the memories that belong to him and me. Every path he went on together with me, all the restaurants that he had meals in together with me, all the places that he played games and did sports in together with me, reminded me of all the time we spent together. I feel pain in my heart, seriously. I feel like drowning in the deepest sorrow and despair, taking no more care of this awful world. Hiding away from all is the only thing that I desire. My tears rolled down and down my face, in vain.
Never do I stopp dreaming about a never-never land where I can touch the nature and live with no more pretense. No such competition. In the course of pursueing peacefulness, I gradually realize that I do not belong to this modern society filled with challenges and allurement. Faced with the fast-developing outsideworld, I usually get confused. All I want is a peaceful space that belongs only to me. I would rather choose a solitary life.
But time gives no option to me. I AM still struggling for my current situation and my unseen future. I used to look forward to my growing up. But now I just dream of returning back to childhood. I hate taking all things into my mind.